Responsibility
Understanding ego activity brings about (among other things)
the personalization of the Intelligence aspect. The Personal Essence
becomes present in a precious, brilliant, exquisitely smooth and
luminous form. The experience is to be, completely, with no concern
or attempt to be anything. This seems to move emotional and instinctual
libido towards Being. It is interesting that this state of the
Personal Essence is connected to the sense of responsibility;
one understands that one’s ultimate responsibility is to
be. This also resolves the deep guilt that one experiences when
one lets go of all of ego activity. One feels guilty just being,
instead of doing things to help others. One feels just to be is
selfish, and involves abandoning others, not caring for them.
One then realizes that the best that one can do emotionally for
another is to be, to be there, to be present for them. This is
real responsibility. (The Pearl Beyond Price, pg 401)