Beloved
When we discover the absolute in our heart, which is a particular
realization of the absolute, we find out that it is what our heart
has always been looking for. We learn that we have been erecting
idols in our heart, when our heart is in reality the Kaaba, the
throne of the divine essence, the absolute. We have been loving
so many people, so many things, and filling our heart with them
wondering how come we are not completely happy and totally fulfilled.
But now we realize that we have needed to keep our heart vacant,
emptying it from all other loves except the love of the truth.
We did not recognize what should truly fill our heart, who our
real beloved is, until now. When we see the luminous crystalline
mystery in the depths of our heart our love runneth over; we are
beyond ourselves with deep joy and passionate love. We finally
recognize our true and one beloved, the one we have been looking
and waiting for, and understand the reason for our previous lack
of total contentment and complete fulfillment. All these loves
were simply expressions of the true beloved and, reminding us
of Him, and because of that we loved them. (Inner Journey Home,
pg 404)